Who do I look to now?
Who can I tell this to? Will this crumble, crash and end up broken? Theres only so few, and this burden makes it worse. All the weight is falling, the foundation weakened. After all my strength, hope and love is gone and only fear remains, Do I look to you?
When Melodies are gone, do I look to you?
What now.
Labels: Rp
Just found out my grandmum was born on september 28th ON THE LUNAR CALENDAR.
Apparently, we can't celebrate her bday since it clashes with her fengshui or some shit like that.
well, at least i know my family hist better now.
Does anyone know where to convert lunar date into gregorian dates?
if you don't know what that means dont bother trying lol.
Ok. This is gonna be uber overdue. I mean, june was the last time I posted.
Alrite, first up,
CRVII
Eh? What? I don't remember much. I should try and check out clar clare and ayj's blogs abt what happened. Hmm. Well I rmbr a few jackets. Clement making Ice mountains. Me not falling and getting a blister from the ice skates. Hmm. Kim falling. Me laughing at kim falling. Oh ya! The photos of us in a line. And we had alot of fun. Whole lot. I'm not sure if i'll have fun like that anytime soon.
Drag me to Hell
Ah. This I rmbr clearly. What was I thinking walking into a horror movie when I'm like agnostic. I was really doubting this movies ability to scare me. haha. Boy was I wrong. The sickest, most disgusting, most f uped things in the movie. But it was hilariously scary. Sort of like a chick horror movie, with the right amt of scare,gore,action,suspense and humour. I had to hold on to aliff and borrow his jacket to hide my face. haha i am SUCH a hypocrite, calling everyone cowards. Well, but really, some ppl need to get over their fears(looking at you, bryanseethor)
Future
This ones slightly bittersweet. After reading clar's post about what would happen in 10 years, i'm not sure if my future is in drama anyway. I'm pretty sure i'd rather be a doctor with drama as a sidejob than just an actor without cash. Call me practical, but i'd rather be that than be naive. Well, i really think i wont move to another country for studies. Hopefully, i'll still have all my friends in ten years. (looking at yall, 612 and RP) My thoughts are coming out in chunks and are SO incoherent. I guess that comes with the emoness and uncertainty of the future.
Lady GAGA
Haha. Lady gaga, no matter what everyone else says, is a stellar performer. Even though her dances steps aren't as good as beyonces, her voice not as soaring as christinas, her sluttiness not as slutty as mariah's, what she has is an amazing talent when it comes to synthesising the beats. Im no techno fan, but her beats do make you wanna dance. Went for her showcase at THE DOME, which is quite a cramped space. her energy as a performer is amazing,though, and altho sg audiences SUCK, she was amazing and did what a showbiz person should do(which is not the same for others). She performed. her acoustic performance of poker face was just. WOW. I was blown away.
Litup
Haha now we go closer to the present. On friday, performed Zy's script called practices, was a psychotic mother who killed her psychotic son. i mean, theres not much to be said, cept for the fact that aliff(my son) won best actor. The shows were mostly good, but st nics ppl need to tone down man. dunman too, but i wont say that or clar will kill me. Light screwed up during our performance, but still, having only 3 days preparation, i think we did fine. I wonder how long dunman and st nics prepared?
My bday.
What. Waddya want me to say.
THERE.
UPDATED.
HAPPY NOW?
GOT MATH CCT and DUZHE readng test next week! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!