SHAWNOLOGY

ACADAMICS

yeah. HAPPAY ABT THEM AYE.

:D everything has turned out fine so far. Th ydsp thing worked out. The school gave permission and i'm leaving at 3rd period. And erm. I think i'll miss english and math. I CANT MISS ENGLISH I MUST GET 54 AND BEAT BRYAN. Although I know thats not realistic.

CHECKLIST TIME!
So far i have done really well. For fear of coming off as suanning i will not post anything . :D

And this spiffy convo i had:

Foong! says:
*NO ITS NOT OKAY
*YOU STUPID SON OF A ******
*WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM MAN
*damn high right
*damn good right
Shawn YES NOTHING IS FREE says:
*is this real anger?
Foong! says:
*F*** YOU!

:/

OMG i am blogging so much. Is that a good thing or a bad thing. I guess it doesnt matter I just need to remember my thoughts..

Okay so today I went out with the ORGCOMM AGAIN. Woohoo it really is just such a nostalgic experience to be you guys today. Todays, though the topics of conversation turned to the future, maybe it's indicative of whats on our minds. Anyway at least we has the traditions and much appreciated game of Taboo/Pictionary and A good TziChar meal :D

I'd rather not disclose conversation topics. Lets just say I have enough gossip to fuel an A380. Also, I'm extremely mean (Joshua: Shawn you damn dog sia)

Afterwards, saw shien(RP SENIOR) on the way back home. Had this long as talk abt TSD/JC subject choice and I think he really helped me make my decision. Here it is :

BCM/T

Then either Council/interact/ Community Activists as a CCA, and maybe someone other sport/club.

Why? (Better write this down for the future).

I really love drama, but have its as both a cca and a subject just doesn't cut it. So obviously having it as a subject is better because it seems(from Shien) I have a very strong grounding and I can do well in it. And also because having it as a subject means i can pursue CIP in my CCA. I cant cip as a subj and rp as a cca right?

However, theres still the worry of not getting the right people in TSD/no A.

Thats why i'm still gonna try it out. If all else fails I'll drop TSD, take Econs and then join RP. Yups thats the plan.

Okay thats for long term. Short term would be the funk i'm in for tuesday.

School/YDSP Ceremony/CCA photoshoot.

Yeesh.

Labels: end of eoys, friends, plans, Rp

What the hell. Its supposed to be rest time for after EOYS and suddnely I have stacks of work to do. But tis' okay let's talk about the funner stuff in Life before I proceed to checklist my next week. :D

Wokay so the rest of wednesday after working out I started studying for the new research attachment. God this stuff is hell ><. Materials Sciences+Physics+Chemistry+NO BIO? = HELL. I ASKED FOR A BIO PROJECT DUMBSHITS.

Anyway, thursday+friday was ultra fun. Went to KLP(again?) to bowl and I played 2 games. Haha well I guess I'm still pretty bad at it. But hey it was fun. Then we went to the arcade and I played Time Crisis. Actually I continued on from Shaw Shiuan and Bryan. But hey i still played really well until this guy with a anti-tank rifle for an arm with 8 full lives and supported by 500 axe-throwing terrorists in kelvar armor(discrepancy much?) sorta killed me. BUT I BROUGHT HIM TO 3 LIVES.

Anyway I went to seoul garden next. YEESH BRYAN YOUR PLAN IS SUCH A COPY OF ME/YC/MINGE/SANAT's outing plans. Nevermind, taking an idea from awesome is still awesome :D( uh I make myself sick). I think I ate a few cows/chickens/schools of fish. Also found out a lot of weird info bout this new group of friends. hehe. Its just.... well it's just another dysfunctional group of friends really, theres Amos always insulting ZiXiang, theres Shaw Shiuan being Bryan's slave. Haiz. Anyway had a fun time playing a crazy eating game, which IS ONCE AGAIN A DIRECT COPY OF MY USUALY PLAN. and whats worse was everyone was so pussy about it and the soup didnt even taste that bad.

The last part of the day which start at about 10pm was an excursion to Bryan's house. God I just realised how scandalous how all this sounds. It's about to get worse haha.

Okay so it was his Bday so we went to his house to play rock band, and beatles rock band. HAHA I AM PAUL MACARTNEY. :D that being said I am i pretty good singer/drummer. Then afterwards I think we sorta over did it since it was Bryan's bday, we played cards and took shots.

Vodka Shots. :D

I had alot. But the thing is I dont even turn red/feel dunk or even tipsy. not even tired. How am i supposed to be a party animal when im immune to alcohol. I even mixed the drinks D:.

Oh well I still have alot of work left.　

Checklist!

Think of something for Tuesday. Need to go to research opening ceremony, CCA photshoot and still be in school for resulsts release. STUDY MATERIAL CHEM BOOK.

Saturday Mg for awhile first, then Orgcomm outing. Wonder how it will go. I wonder if you orgcomm ppl have changed. (I know 6/12 doesnt haha)

Sunday MUST DO THE 2 PAPER 2s omg i hope i have time.

Thats all so far. dies.

Labels: birthdays, end of eoys, friends, guilty, Happy, NOT happy, plans, Rp

Incomplete. Unwritten. That's what my blog is right now. i can't really be bothered to start linking up people. Firstly considering many of the links I have are dead. And also I've had so much trouble just creating this simple template. The last time i tried removing a section funky colours came out and it looked so messed up. Also, my interests box is unwritten too. Maybe I haven't figured it out So i'll just stick to slow steady progress for this blog. there's so much to say and remind myself about so let's GO.

I forgot to mention Perth '10 in the last post. OMG. I must say Perth wasn't mentioned because those 2 weeks made me feel so at home it didn't feel out of the ordinary. I mean come on with Friends like YuHui and Sangju,roomies FTW! (sorry la nat didn't feel very bonded with you). I had the time of my life. This is a special shout out to YuHui, god knows how much you've helped me through shit and through the rain. thanks :D

Today:
Well nothing much really happened today. I went to school for some GEP survey which asked me about how RI has helped me. I ended up messing up the form(no more thanks to Bryan, dumbshit). I ended up having to nil my gender. MY GENDER? F*ck you.

Anyway after that i went to work out. I found out that i am surprising weak. HAHA yes but ppl like Changrui asked me how i kept buff being in RP. Okay wait for it.

RUDE. RP IS VEH BUFF ONE KAY.

Okay anyway in Bryan's words. Omg my chest is shot. I cant lift anything. I did like 9 sets for shoulders, 4 sets for chest and 3 sets for abs,back both upper and lower.Yeah but I must say. And this will sound gay. OMG HIS ABS ARE AMAZING. whew. Got that out of my system. Then i went home and bored myself out.

Anyway, i am going ice skating tomorrow. AGAIN? I know right. I plan to be awesomesauce tomorrow. But seriously i've been spending way too much money these few days.

Okay last one up: Plans for the holiday left is to
For self improvement:
Work out more(ON MY WAY KAY)
Learn how to play the guitar(hard ass)
Learn how to speak Malay)haha ive told myself this for ages)

For school:
Possibly be orgcomm for Student Leaders Comm
Study my notes for the YDSP research attachment
study "O"s OMGOMGOMG

I should be so much more concerned about the "o" levels but i just can't bring myself to do it.

hehe good times.

. note: Sanat wrote an awesome(albeit) rude rap to respond to his mean/bitchy gf. Maybe no one reading this likes rap, but it is really good and well written(in terms of rhythm and flow). I just wanted to say there seems to be this anger against rap generally. I dunno but i do think theres value in it, even when anger is conveyed. :D

And another thing. I thought about my decision not to take lit. Would it have been different? i dunno. I wish I did though.

Labels: blogskins, Bored, friends, Happy, plans

This is going to be a very long post. It will tell you almost everything that has impacted me greatly this year. But it don't matter because its a note to self for Shawn. When he looks back he hopes he wants to remember whats was great for him.

Okay, now thats over I have so much to talk about. Now I have the time its best I write about the fun, sad and memorable. I just this is a place for me to bleed it out. I need to.

I looked back at all my archives and I realised how vulgar I was and how I havent changed a lot. Like the songs I loved i still play in my phone. The words I used, the tones of my typed speech. Whatever. But i guess this year really taught me a lesson on priorities, which is like the word of my life now. It really taught me so much about friends and their value. but lets start with a 2009 to early 2010 recap since I was in boarding then and I didnt manage to blog. And end of with this new post now. A year after my last one. :D If i get incoherent. so be it huh!

2009.
I'm so surprised I didn't talk about the concert with BEP and Beyonce. I know its really shallow/pointless, but I had the time of my life then. Not only because of the performer, but because of the people I was with. haiz.
RLP. It was the greatest time of my life. But also because of the friends. But then the experience in itself was also a gift and I am glad for that :D
Regrets. :/ MAN THE REGRET
(really thats all there is worth about 2009 that i havent blogged about)

2010 (oh no marathon typing. LETS GO)

RP

What a year. I can only say that being with my CCA, I have learnt so much about myself, whether I wanted to know it or not. And I can only say a big thank you guys. and a even bigger sorry. Here goes:

We had the time of our lives making Through a Fishbowl. The audience had an awesome time watching it. And we lived through the days we thought we'd never see thru. I mean nothing out 2 weeks before? 9 of us ONLY and we had to do all that whe everything went wrong? yongqin, the piano, the stage. omg it was just. a miracle. and I'm just so glad it worked out.

but i am SO SORRY. I just cannot imagine what I did during the dramafeste period was what i did in my right mind. I so sorry to have almost betrayed you guys for a whole month. I meet seem like I'm fronting strong and having other friends. But i've frineds that were more similar to me than you guys. I mean. We did everything together. And i'm so sorry i let the whole df thing destroy us. But, just forgive me will you guys. I know yall might never see this but aliff amirul and tzy could yall please forgive me. Just for old time sake? I remember the days in es. The ora time. The production times. I mean I've just been talking to ms sara and then i would bawl my eyes out. for an hour and sometimes at home I would have just think of the friendships i've lost and sobbed even more. Maybe you dont see it but whats the point? It hurts when you reply so coldy and I see you everywhere but i cant say hi. Please? Maybe its too much to ask but arent friends supposed to forgive and forget. I can hope, right? But its been 4 months and nothing can or has been healed. I just. can't take it. But i will hope and hope. I'm just so sorry for not treasuring the friendship we had. That untainted one which ive just smeared all over.

Okay. Now thats over. lets talk about happier things? Right? D: At least it worth remembering some of these. Not in detail though since they dont have as much impact.

Friends
Hey, at least i cant be thankful for all of you that i can still talk to.

6/12 - Haha I know we dont talk alot but i'm just so glad to know I still have yall near me when I need it. I wanna say i regret not hanging out with yall more and not being there sometimes. BUT I TREASURE EVERYONE DEEPLY for 10 years now :D. yall are great. and haha (y) clare for the recent late night convos. and thanks for reminding me just so recently about values of life.

4c - If you read this you know who you are. Omg I love yall. MINGE for being so, well MINGE. YC for being my class bestie. :D the many many kbox,bitch sessions and things we did. :D Sanat for being the guy that made me like(love) rap(some). I can talk to you guys forever. And we are so dysfunctional. and sim for being so dumb haha(so mean, me). JOSHUA for being my rlp2 buddy and your love affair with _____ and how you would be so happy and our *ahem* escapades where you showed your prowess. and yala everyone else who considers themselves our clique(noone right). Yall might not read this but it's been awesome, just thanks :D

RLP ORGCOMM- what can I say you guys are awesome. SEX is the best source of many things huh. Yuhui and zhiyou for being roommates. Yuhui for being the ear when i simply had to breakdown :D GANG AND PHANG(rhymes lol) yall are so funny together omg. Zhiyou you aso quite weird ah. And Mr lim. Nothing but uncontrolled gratitude is given from me to you.

df- Hey if anyone from df reads this I wanna say, I had the time of my life with yall. Jordan, jordaan. terry. Haha sec4 year in df first time not bad eh? yall are great. Sec1s, you will shine so bright for rp (and bayley) in the future there is nothing that will stop you, other than maybe yourselves(jovi i wanna say that you are so strong for living thru what you have. you might be freethinking, I am too but it's so much better to know shes up there looking down on you). Samuel you horny slut. ;D to you too la. BUT I AM SO STRAIGHT K. And aliff we did df 3 years together. At least we had that. :/ and weihan. You suffer so much injustice but you are biggest ball of happiness. And gossip hahah. you rulez. even thou it had horrible effect i love everyone here. :D

And shrey. Thanks for being so gracious. I know that if I had won the award I wouldn't have shared it with you. SO thats all I can say. I admire,respect and deeply appreciate you sharing your best actor award with me. Even though you truly had it for yourself. :D

Rest of rp- hey little kids, I know you wont read this but you are so much better than your sec4s when we were small. All of you are great actors and drama dudes you will be so good in the future. :D i know it. and i'm sad i couldnt spend more time with yall. But i know my awesomeness rubbed off. And the sec3s, however few of you. The hopes are really high. Awesome time with yall anytime Keep each other in control. And this is esp for shrey: I'm proud of you already and i havent even seen you in action. In fact i admire you. so it'll be awesome. and terry. You are just awesome. SO awesome. Good luck for exams even thou you wont see this good luck for tmrw. thanks for everything too. And also i only mean the best for you. hehe. your mom really is jesus huh.

Old RLP1 Gang- omg sean cham shaw shiaun yangterng aliff and joseph. You da best la. I hope you guys still rmbr the times we had.

Random dudes:

Kaicong- No need say right. we are bets friend forever. I mean your stories crack me up. and we love god right ;D!

Bumsoo- Its hard since alot of people say shit about you. But I'm just happy i could ignore the flak and be your buddie:D

Teunyee- *whistle* YEAH!

Foong- LALALALALA I am so into you(><). Yeah. Thanks so much for the blogpost, i cant believe you did it. But I AM NOT THE THING YOU THINK I AM. but the convos we had are revealing and I am SO GLAD to have known you better. Just in time too.

4ch Chinese class- Yall are awesome la tolerate my singing in class. Hongshee is so awesome. Im glad to have everyone here.

Ms sara- thank you for tolerating with my paranoia and esteem issues. You really are the best teacher. really.

Yiming- You la eternal friend :D

Old 2P gang in 4c- :D nothing but lurve.

Bryan- you slut. you da best.

4c and 2p- not the most bonded classes. but i rmbr you guys for life

If i have forgotten anyone, i dont mean to. I really want to say i love everyone(aft a story i heard).

So thats the people. The events came along too.
But i guess i can still list some:
my results are stunning this year omg. eng portfolio? anyone?
i am so much more confident. life has been a real ball
I'm into sports i think. I'm also into rap. esp NICKI MINAJ NICKI MINAJ
I saw adam lambert, chris daughtry and Mairah carey live. MARIAH CAREY AHHHH.
new jobs! MONEY
rafflesian spotlight?
a year where i did so many new things. its the same every year but more.
grrr unspeakable love.
i can sing so much better now! thanks glee. and obv all the divas b4 that for couching me with your songs
BITCHFEST YEAR
everything else.
man this year was a blur. a good.bad blur? i dunno.

But for all the fun. Ive had a ton more regrets and mistakes than anything. I might not have wanted them but I needed them and I have grown. The price might have been pretty high. But i learnt.
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and I try. i always try. and i can only hope always.

Shawn 2010

:/

Labels: end of eoys, friends, guilty, long post, plans, Rp