What the hell. Its supposed to be rest time for after EOYS and suddnely I have stacks of work to do. But tis' okay let's talk about the funner stuff in Life before I proceed to checklist my next week. :D
Wokay so the rest of wednesday after working out I started studying for the new research attachment. God this stuff is hell ><. Materials Sciences+Physics+Chemistry+NO BIO? = HELL. I ASKED FOR A BIO PROJECT DUMBSHITS.
Anyway, thursday+friday was ultra fun. Went to KLP(again?) to bowl and I played 2 games. Haha well I guess I'm still pretty bad at it. But hey it was fun. Then we went to the arcade and I played Time Crisis. Actually I continued on from Shaw Shiuan and Bryan. But hey i still played really well until this guy with a anti-tank rifle for an arm with 8 full lives and supported by 500 axe-throwing terrorists in kelvar armor(discrepancy much?) sorta killed me. BUT I BROUGHT HIM TO 3 LIVES.
Anyway I went to seoul garden next. YEESH BRYAN YOUR PLAN IS SUCH A COPY OF ME/YC/MINGE/SANAT's outing plans. Nevermind, taking an idea from awesome is still awesome :D( uh I make myself sick). I think I ate a few cows/chickens/schools of fish. Also found out a lot of weird info bout this new group of friends. hehe. Its just.... well it's just another dysfunctional group of friends really, theres Amos always insulting ZiXiang, theres Shaw Shiuan being Bryan's slave. Haiz. Anyway had a fun time playing a crazy eating game, which IS ONCE AGAIN A DIRECT COPY OF MY USUALY PLAN. and whats worse was everyone was so pussy about it and the soup didnt even taste that bad.
The last part of the day which start at about 10pm was an excursion to Bryan's house. God I just realised how scandalous how all this sounds. It's about to get worse haha.
Okay so it was his Bday so we went to his house to play rock band, and beatles rock band. HAHA I AM PAUL MACARTNEY. :D that being said I am i pretty good singer/drummer. Then afterwards I think we sorta over did it since it was Bryan's bday, we played cards and took shots.
Vodka Shots. :D
I had alot. But the thing is I dont even turn red/feel dunk or even tipsy. not even tired. How am i supposed to be a party animal when im immune to alcohol. I even mixed the drinks D:.
Oh well I still have alot of work left.
Checklist!
Think of something for Tuesday. Need to go to research opening ceremony, CCA photshoot and still be in school for resulsts release. STUDY MATERIAL CHEM BOOK.
Saturday Mg for awhile first, then Orgcomm outing. Wonder how it will go. I wonder if you orgcomm ppl have changed. (I know 6/12 doesnt haha)
Sunday MUST DO THE 2 PAPER 2s omg i hope i have time.
This is going to be a very long post. It will tell you almost everything that has impacted me greatly this year. But it don't matter because its a note to self for Shawn. When he looks back he hopes he wants to remember whats was great for him.
Okay, now thats over I have so much to talk about. Now I have the time its best I write about the fun, sad and memorable. I just this is a place for me to bleed it out. I need to.
I looked back at all my archives and I realised how vulgar I was and how I havent changed a lot. Like the songs I loved i still play in my phone. The words I used, the tones of my typed speech. Whatever. But i guess this year really taught me a lesson on priorities, which is like the word of my life now. It really taught me so much about friends and their value. but lets start with a 2009 to early 2010 recap since I was in boarding then and I didnt manage to blog. And end of with this new post now. A year after my last one. :D If i get incoherent. so be it huh!
2009. I'm so surprised I didn't talk about the concert with BEP and Beyonce. I know its really shallow/pointless, but I had the time of my life then. Not only because of the performer, but because of the people I was with. haiz. RLP. It was the greatest time of my life. But also because of the friends. But then the experience in itself was also a gift and I am glad for that :D Regrets. :/ MAN THE REGRET (really thats all there is worth about 2009 that i havent blogged about)
2010 (oh no marathon typing. LETS GO)
RP
What a year. I can only say that being with my CCA, I have learnt so much about myself, whether I wanted to know it or not. And I can only say a big thank you guys. and a even bigger sorry. Here goes:
We had the time of our lives making Through a Fishbowl. The audience had an awesome time watching it. And we lived through the days we thought we'd never see thru. I mean nothing out 2 weeks before? 9 of us ONLY and we had to do all that whe everything went wrong? yongqin, the piano, the stage. omg it was just. a miracle. and I'm just so glad it worked out.
but i am SO SORRY. I just cannot imagine what I did during the dramafeste period was what i did in my right mind. I so sorry to have almost betrayed you guys for a whole month. I meet seem like I'm fronting strong and having other friends. But i've frineds that were more similar to me than you guys. I mean. We did everything together. And i'm so sorry i let the whole df thing destroy us. But, just forgive me will you guys. I know yall might never see this but aliff amirul and tzy could yall please forgive me. Just for old time sake? I remember the days in es. The ora time. The production times. I mean I've just been talking to ms sara and then i would bawl my eyes out. for an hour and sometimes at home I would have just think of the friendships i've lost and sobbed even more. Maybe you dont see it but whats the point? It hurts when you reply so coldy and I see you everywhere but i cant say hi. Please? Maybe its too much to ask but arent friends supposed to forgive and forget. I can hope, right? But its been 4 months and nothing can or has been healed. I just. can't take it. But i will hope and hope. I'm just so sorry for not treasuring the friendship we had. That untainted one which ive just smeared all over. Okay. Now thats over. lets talk about happier things? Right? D: At least it worth remembering some of these. Not in detail though since they dont have as much impact.
Friends Hey, at least i cant be thankful for all of you that i can still talk to.
6/12 - Haha I know we dont talk alot but i'm just so glad to know I still have yall near me when I need it. I wanna say i regret not hanging out with yall more and not being there sometimes. BUT I TREASURE EVERYONE DEEPLY for 10 years now :D. yall are great. and haha (y) clare for the recent late night convos. and thanks for reminding me just so recently about values of life.
4c - If you read this you know who you are. Omg I love yall. MINGE for being so, well MINGE. YC for being my class bestie. :D the many many kbox,bitch sessions and things we did. :D Sanat for being the guy that made me like(love) rap(some). I can talk to you guys forever. And we are so dysfunctional. and sim for being so dumb haha(so mean, me). JOSHUA for being my rlp2 buddy and your love affair with _____ and how you would be so happy and our *ahem* escapades where you showed your prowess. and yala everyone else who considers themselves our clique(noone right). Yall might not read this but it's been awesome, just thanks :D
RLP ORGCOMM- what can I say you guys are awesome. SEX is the best source of many things huh. Yuhui and zhiyou for being roommates. Yuhui for being the ear when i simply had to breakdown :D GANG AND PHANG(rhymes lol) yall are so funny together omg. Zhiyou you aso quite weird ah. And Mr lim. Nothing but uncontrolled gratitude is given from me to you.
df- Hey if anyone from df reads this I wanna say, I had the time of my life with yall. Jordan, jordaan. terry. Haha sec4 year in df first time not bad eh? yall are great. Sec1s, you will shine so bright for rp (and bayley) in the future there is nothing that will stop you, other than maybe yourselves(jovi i wanna say that you are so strong for living thru what you have. you might be freethinking, I am too but it's so much better to know shes up there looking down on you). Samuel you horny slut. ;D to you too la. BUT I AM SO STRAIGHT K. And aliff we did df 3 years together. At least we had that. :/ and weihan. You suffer so much injustice but you are biggest ball of happiness. And gossip hahah. you rulez. even thou it had horrible effect i love everyone here. :D
And shrey. Thanks for being so gracious. I know that if I had won the award I wouldn't have shared it with you. SO thats all I can say. I admire,respect and deeply appreciate you sharing your best actor award with me. Even though you truly had it for yourself. :D
Rest of rp- hey little kids, I know you wont read this but you are so much better than your sec4s when we were small. All of you are great actors and drama dudes you will be so good in the future. :D i know it. and i'm sad i couldnt spend more time with yall. But i know my awesomeness rubbed off. And the sec3s, however few of you. The hopes are really high. Awesome time with yall anytime Keep each other in control. And this is esp for shrey: I'm proud of you already and i havent even seen you in action. In fact i admire you. so it'll be awesome. and terry. You are just awesome. SO awesome. Good luck for exams even thou you wont see this good luck for tmrw. thanks for everything too. And also i only mean the best for you. hehe. your mom really is jesus huh.
Old RLP1 Gang- omg sean cham shaw shiaun yangterng aliff and joseph. You da best la. I hope you guys still rmbr the times we had.
Random dudes:
Kaicong- No need say right. we are bets friend forever. I mean your stories crack me up. and we love god right ;D!
Bumsoo- Its hard since alot of people say shit about you. But I'm just happy i could ignore the flak and be your buddie:D
Teunyee- *whistle* YEAH!
Foong- LALALALALA I am so into you(><). Yeah. Thanks so much for the blogpost, i cant believe you did it. But I AM NOT THE THING YOU THINK I AM. but the convos we had are revealing and I am SO GLAD to have known you better. Just in time too.
4ch Chinese class- Yall are awesome la tolerate my singing in class. Hongshee is so awesome. Im glad to have everyone here.
Ms sara- thank you for tolerating with my paranoia and esteem issues. You really are the best teacher. really.
Yiming- You la eternal friend :D
Old 2P gang in 4c- :D nothing but lurve.
Bryan- you slut. you da best.
4c and 2p- not the most bonded classes. but i rmbr you guys for life
If i have forgotten anyone, i dont mean to. I really want to say i love everyone(aft a story i heard).
So thats the people. The events came along too. But i guess i can still list some: my results are stunning this year omg. eng portfolio? anyone? i am so much more confident. life has been a real ball I'm into sports i think. I'm also into rap. esp NICKI MINAJ NICKI MINAJ I saw adamlambert, chrisdaughtry and Mairahcarey live. MARIAH CAREY AHHHH. new jobs! MONEY rafflesian spotlight? a year where i did so many new things. its the same every year but more. grrrunspeakable love. i can sing so much better now! thanks glee. and obv all the divas b4 that for couching me with your songs BITCHFEST YEAR everything else. man this year was a blur. a good.bad blur? i dunno.
But for all the fun. Ive had a ton more regrets and mistakes than anything. I might not have wanted them but I needed them and I have grown. The price might have been pretty high. But i learnt. / and I try. i always try. and i can only hope always.
Eh, I originally wanted to write this blogpost to explain to ayj abuut what he tot sounded like stalking. so here goes: okay. see theres an rgs show called aparallel. so i was gonna watch it on wednesday, so i got my friend zhiyuan to order it form his friend sarah tan(i think). so i found out clare was watching it too and told her im watching on wednesday, and clare sorta tried to get wed tixs. then zhiyuan told me there werent anymore tixs on wed and so i had to settle for tues, and i told clare this and she changed hers back to tues. AND then my friend friking told me actually theres still tixs left and he took the liberty to order them for me and i wanted to tell this to clare but clare wanred me against that since it has already caused her alot of trouble to keep switching days for the tixs, so that really pissed her off, and ya thats why i called you ayj.. there.
Wokay. now that that sagas' over. really into electro pop nowadays since it gets you into like a party mode. eg, tik tok by kesha and patron tequilla by paradiso girls.
hmm, really looking forward to eoy results, dunno why. also. how am i suppoed to wish mrs simon happy bday? and..... clare its clement's ccamates i think, not his classmates,
*Does weird crunk dance, the sort you see in the 80s videos that doesn't really look like dancing, but more like arms and legs in particularly pattern-like movement, like what the Zohan dances like, you know that sort of dancing*
*Cools Down*
*you might see so many typos that you'll think that i'm insane, but I am, SO GET USED TO IT*
*does the pop'n'lock dance wildly. wiki/google that*
Phew. Alrite. Now that i'm sane, or less insane than my usual self, let me chronicle my life thus far in this harrowing eoy period. *pauses*
LIFE HAS BEEN AWESOME.
Yup, contrary to what most people would feel, life in Boarding gives the EOY period a new freshness, I guess. I mean how often do you actually have the discipline to sit down and do 400 marks worth of math? Only when eveyrone around you is doing that same. And how often can you just pop by to your neighbours room and sit down and eat cup noodles(free.btw) and study bio, or teach them chem(rhymes). ITS FRIKING AWESOME. Anyway, i've got one week left in boarding, i've got an awesome/weird roomie(no not awesomely weird) and hes got similar views with me on life and all and we can tlak about stuff, AND he's in a external chinese drama club, and how cool is that! So i'll be missing him once boarding life is over, and altho we'll meet in school it'll be different as friends nia. ROOMIES FTW! And erm everytihng boarding ghas with it as well. Really missing the lifestlye soon even thou i have like 1.5 weeks of boaridng left.
Right, now to talk about other stuff. Those from SHPS, ya'll know Sanat? The 6/9 dude? No?
*silence*
Okay anyways he was my classmate in p3 and we always compared abt who was funnier and all, and I guess he is now, but after I left for GEP never tot I would see ihm again but we're in the SAME FRIKING CLASS NOW, and hes so lame lunch with him is truly awesome. Although I am still smarter than him I mean 3.65> 3.2-3.3 right? Anyways, never tot and it truly been a great surprise to meet him again. Sanat most probably will never read this but if your seeing this, you're a great friend!
Right. about yesterday. I was STARING at clare on the train and my ri friends tot I was looking her up(wtf, classmates?!) and I kinda looked like a pervert. but anyway, it took clare a total number of 6 stops before she was like SHAWN! SORRYX10. I was kinda amused. And we didnt talk , since ti would be awkward for the 2 groups of friends. Really wanted to walk over and ask u where mg is today, and what to do since our exams are over(take that AYJ) at mg, and I DONT HAVE CARDS, but my immature friends were teasing me. GROW UP CLASS MATES. Buh if you're thinking why i was on the train with them in the first place, it's because there the only ppl in my class to live in the east.
And about MG. CLAR YOU HAVE to show me the fonnian lore, I keep hearing about and it already sounds like such a deep unirverse with so much to explore! I heard i got a tribe names after my barbequing expertise. hmm. waiting for that. And there so much to it I HAVE TO READ/SEE IT!
And about after exams plans I HAVE NOT IDEA WHAT IMA GONNA DO? Im thinking of finding a job, learning a new language, getitng fitter, learn a new skill and slack. COME ON 6.12/3c/RP give me ideas and things to do!
hmm. about RP. I really wonder whats gonna happen next year. I can only hope and wish.
ps. Bryan seethor are you happy now that I;ve given you Sb+ for your bday! HUH? HUH? gah why am i so nice to you
wake up eat play go sch go out go training(can be ignored) go lan go home read book go dota go sleep
Again!
wake up eat play go sch go out go training(can be ignored) go lan go home read book go dota go sleep
And I actually miss doing work. If fact i want the world to go thru some apocalypse where everyone has to fight to survive or sumthing.
Morbid tots lol.
My sister is such a bimbo at P2 lol. I showed her just stand up and she said miley's part was the best. I died deep inside. Shes become another disney freak. (New disney, not the old classic gd disney)
warning some emo ranting next.(in singlish somemore so dun read)
I have been dotaing so much the last few days. Some good(pub game rikimaru kda: 8 ,2 ,15) some horrible (bryan 1 v1 lich riki game 0, 8). lol But overall its been fun.... btw wenwei and bryan happy birthday! and i feel pretty bad right now. cuz i kinda think ww treats me as a friend and i do too but when im like aorund the dota clique i ignore him(cuz they do too). and i talked behind his back. Wah im such a hypocrite.... i feel like hitting myself lol. oso esp when he shows magic tricks. like they are fun and all but sometimes abit out of place and boring. like when i doing math or talking to other ppl. quite random. but i will CHANGE AND BE NICER. I will not be a hypocrite. wait. wait a minute. nvm. Who wants to contribute for birthday presents for ww? to cover my guilt up. me and edward are thinking about gloves or some cool bag. but both cost alot. anyone?
and bryan actually turned nicer nowadays. maybe its just me. as in hes very nice and he not crazy anymore. like instance lar last time play heart i ask for seat he tell me fk off. nowadays he like wait awhile i play abit more. but i will not forget the raping and the step-on-cheek thing. but yar hes nicer nowadays.
Yup now that thats done. Kaicong if your reading this blog maybe go out 2gether watch tainted skin? maybe bring along yiming and kelson? i dunno 2 ppl watch movie not fun. and i have heard gd things about the movie. So up for it? reply soon.
Btw anyone from 6/12, when is our class chalet or isit stopped or sumthing. someone please reply soon.
P.S. Bumsoo when can you help me with the blogskin.? ..... tagging appreciated
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